Since I can remember from when young I have lost alot of my close relative from cancer. I never had a chance to say goodbye to them, tell them how I feel or that I love them. Now my aunt that is like another mother to me is dying of cancer and has about 6 months to live and I want to say goodbye to her but just dont know how to. But I know that if I dont I am going to feel that guilt in me like I still have from the rest of them. because i still have not gotten over not saying my final goodbyes to them. So all i have to say to anyone is that if someone is sick them say how you feel about them to them and that you love them and say your final goodbyes because if not you are going to feel a lightning bult of guilt for many many years.